Here is the list of my reasons to be thin:
-Skinny girls can wear ANYTHING they want without being judged. And I like to wear out of norm but I can’t because whenever I do people always react like I’m crazy. I’m so sick of it.
-Plus, clothes that I want to wear don’t usually come in my size.
-Whenever I’m going to meet someone new I get so anxious because I know the first thought that’ll come into their minds abaout me: “Oh, she’s fat.”
-I’m an anxious and shy person in general and being fat doesn’t help with that. Makes me even more unapproachable than I am.
-I’m and have always been the heaviest girl in class. Who is me? The heaviest girl in the class.
-When someone is describing me “fat” is the first thing they want to say. They usually say something else but I know first thing that comes in their mind is “fat.”
-I don’t want to feel insufficient for my partner.
-All my role models are guess what? Skinny.
–I can’t relate to fictional characters because they are always skinny while I’m fat.
-I don’t want family members that I haven’t seen for a long time to think “Oh, she is still fat”. I want them to say “Oh, you finally lost weight!
-Since I was a child, my family always wanted me to be thinner and showed a lot of effort to make me lose weight but I always failed them. I want to finally make them proud.
-I don’t want to hear someone much skinnier than me say “Oh, I’m so fat. I need to lose weight.” near me. That makes me really mad.
-I also don’t want to hear “You’d be so pretty if you were thinner.”
-Or “You are still pretty!!!”
-I like swimming. But because of the way I look I can never do it comfortably.
-Shopping is like a nightmare to me. A literal nightmare. But it could be such a fun activity if only I was skinny.
-I want to be able to buy food or eat in front of others without getting embarassed.
-Confidence.
-CONTROL.
-Curiosity
These are all the reasons that comes to my mind right now. Will add more if I find more.
